Anonymous asked: your art is beautiful and you're beautiful
I just had a crying spell while painting and holy shit I have two paintings due next week and my fucking head is in the clouds, ransacking and straining my focus, it’s becoming so hard to stay aligned. I can’t bear the sight of another foul painting and that is all that this year has been, foul painting. I am convinced that I should move onto other mediums and I may sound irrational but fucking hell i am so stressed out I’m fainting in and out.
Phase 3 to come soon!
I know my body needs rest but I simply cannot provide myself with that luxury at this time.
I’m a little numb
I keep switching from “wow I need to restrict and become super skinny and dainty” to “I need to eat clean and exercise more and be really fit” to “I can eat whatever the fuck I want, I’m supposed to be recovering after all” and it’s so exhausting.
I can’t stress enough how accurate this is